Kyle's story Part 1

Jan 28, 1987
One thing I will never understand about my family is why they keep insisting I get out and meet new people. I, for one, have never been a people person in all of my years on this earth, and yet they still tell me that I must go out and find someone of interest. So when that failed horribly they gave me "him". The worst person in the world, the one I cannot stand for the life of me! He follows me around like a lost puppy dog and they expect me to teach him the ropes on how to become like a real man or something. What were they thinking?

If you are wondering what person I'm referring to his name is James Miller. He is a quiet loser of a boy whom I can't stand and yet I must take him under my wing and turn him into a man. How? How am I suppose to take this person, one who has not said two words to me today and make him into something worth people's time? When in all actuality people are not worth the time or effort to engage in a decent conversation with, let alone have in your life? In the end they will just leave you like they always do.


But there is something about that boy I do like none the less. He listens to my commands and well I like that. Whatever I tell him to do he goes off and does it without a word.  This could be used to my advantage so I'll keep him around. 

 As long as he proves to me that he is worth the time and effort I'll make him the "man" they so want and desire.  But their version of a "man" might be a bit different then mine.

Feb 14, 1987
He gave me chocolate today! That puppy dog gave me something that only lovers give to one another! What is wrong with him! He told me his mother said to get me something nice for letting him hang around. Ha! I asked if he couldn't have gotten me a card seeing as that was less lame. He said that he couldn't find one so he went with the chocolate instead. What a loser!

But I am begging to question his sexually perfectness. I never see him around any girls even at school he is stuck to me like glue. He only looks at me and no one else.  

He creeps me out as well. I shouted at him the other day to get away from me! All he was doing was just standing behind me just waiting for me to turn and talk to him as I spoke with another fellow classmate. He is kind of stalking me too. I see him everywhere I go. Even when I think I've lost him he pops up somehow.
I think I might just get rid of him. He is annoying me and I'm tired of seeing his ugly face.

Feb 28, 1987
James is becoming a good dog. I told him about a boy in my class that was getting better grades then me. James said nothing as I spoke, as usual, but once I was done I gave him the idea to beat him up and to make sure he never comes back to school. And like a good dog he did what he was told. He beat the holy shit out of the guy! I watched as James kept beating him until the guy was unconscious! Even then James didn't stop until I told him to. He was in mid swing when I called out to him and told him that was enough he got the point. I picked the boy up as James backed away and smiled down at him as he regained consciousness and told him that if he told anyone what happened we would be back.  The boy transferred today! Oh this is all too easy! I'm now top of my class again and I guess I'll get something nice for my dog. Oh this is going to be an interesting year indeed.

March 18, 1987
There was a boy making fun of James today in the hallway. I won't stand for anyone making fun of my dog in front of me. I smiled at the boy who was laughing with his friends as we walked by. I turned and walked back with James in tow. I simply said stop or you'll regret it. The boy spit in my face and I laughed as I grabbed him by the collar. Of course his so called friends backed away a bit. I smiled as I looked at James and told him to take care of his friends while I deal with him. And like a good boy James did. It was so fun to make the kid watch as his friends struggled to fight James; each one going down one by one. I had to stop James like I did the last time and he stood up and walked back over to me. He stood there glaring at the boy that made fun of him and I smiled and simply said 'he is mine James go and play some more with the others.' He did as he was told and I took care of the boy, making sure he would never forget the pain. When it was over we let them go with a warning. And with that they left like the filthy pieces of shit they are.

James is becoming a very valuable asset to me now.  I still don't like him but I'll deal with his quietness, for now. At least he is being a good boy and doing what he is told.

April 5, 1987
Well James is slowly become the man I want him to be. He listens so well and never talks back to, but I wonder how far I can go until he actually breaks this code of silence.  It's odd to watch him interact with other people. Just watching him makes me want to beat the hell out of him. He never says two words to anyone other than me. Hell yesterday a girl tried to talk to him. He said nothing as he stared blankly at the wall. It wasn't until I told him to answer did he answer with one simple sentence, 'I do not like you please leave me alone.' I laughed out loud as the girl ran away crying. When I asked him about it he just shrugged and said nothing else. I then proceeded to tell him he was stupid for not going after her then he looked at me and said, 'then why don't you "go after" her?'  I laughed and took him up on that offer. I spoke to the girl and well we hit it off. But of course I'll only use her and throw her away. She is nothing really. She is stupid and I think she would be a better match for my dog more than anything.

But he doesn't like her…then who the hell does he like? Gah! I hate him sometimes! I'll ask him about it tomorrow...

April 6, 1987
I realized today that I hate him more than I ever did. He never gave me a straight answer when I asked him why he didn't like the girl. He just sat there and stared blankly at the wall like he always does and didn't say a word. He is such a loser and yet I have to carry him around my neck like a dead raccoon? What a complete waste of skin that boy is….

May 18, 1987
Well I broke up with that girl today, and I did it in front of James. He said nothing when I told her I never really liked her. I only did it to get James angry. She started crying like women always do and asked me if she was ugly and what-not. Of course I told her she was and she cried harder calling me all sorts of names. James said nothing as he watched what was unfolding. It wasn't until she slapped me did he stir from his comatose state and slapped her back. I was in shock. My dog actually did something without me telling him to do so.  I turned around and slapped him telling him to go and wait outside for me and not to come in at all. Before I could finish saying what I wanted to say that bitch ran off crying. I Shook my head and started towards the door.

Then it hit me. James had no interest in women from the start…instead it was me. As long as he was around me he was happy. It didn't matter if we were dating or not he just wanted to have my company. I was even angrier then I wanted to be. When I got outside James jumped off a wall that he was sitting on and waited for me. I told him to say here until dark. I don't want to see him right now. I if I do I'll kill him.

The poor moron is probably still sitting there seeing as the sun hasn't gone down yet. Heh what an idiot he is.

June 1, 1987
A boy in my class is irritating me!  He moved here from God knows where and he thinks he is so much smarter than me!  He interrupted me during my speech to corrected me on something he knew nothing about it! Bastard! The next time he says something I'll have my servant boy take care of him, but I don't think it will be easy to scare him off like the last one.

I'll let it slide this time. But the next time he feels the need to say something to me, James will take care of him.

Speaking of James he is such a good boy. A girl has been bothering me lately and he took the initiative and scared her away.  I didn't give him an order but I guess he saw I didn't want to deal with her anymore and had a "talk" with her after school. It was so funny to watch her face this morning when I approached her. I asked James what happened but he only shrugged and looked down.

Heh, I'm begging to like him more and more! He is become the man I want him to be! It won't be long now before he is the perfect little dog.

September 3, 1987
It's my birthday today….I'm now one step closer to becoming this so-called man, or so my mother told me. She was so "happy" her little boy was turning 14. Whatever, I can't stand her anyway.  But I got some cool presents today so I can't complain too much.  

Even James got me something. It was a stuff bear. What the fuck? I didn't want that. I threw it back at him and told him to take it back. He picked it up and held it looking at me with that blank look he always has. I ended up taking the stupid thing because he said "that's all he could afford".

Your family is rich dumb ass! You can just ask money from them to get your "best friend" a decent present. I swear someday I'm going to beat him up for being so stupid!

October 23, 1987
The boy did it again! The one from a few moths a go. The one that "thinks" he knows everything! When he is just like the rest of them stupid and lame! I was so mad I almost strangled him today during class!

I'm sending James after him tomorrow. I want him gone not matter what! But I wonder if James will be able to scare him off on his own. I guess we will have to wait and see. This will be a test for him to see if I can trust him on his own or not.

October 31, 1987
James has failed me. Completely and utterly failed me!  I told him to go and "talk" with that boy, whatever his name is…and he failed to do that! James got the shit kicked out of him by the boy first then me afterwards!  I couldn't believe that he told me that that "boy" was bigger, stronger, and better than him! I was so pissed I told him not to come around me for a few days!
I swear if I see that boy I'll kill him!

November 1, 1987
James has redeemed himself once more. He beat up another boy that was bothering me. Now this one, Nickolas, was making fun of me in the cafeteria. I have not seen nor spoke to James in a long time. The boy was calling me all sorts of names and I think he was in a grade or so higher than me.  Well when he flipped my Trey  over and dumped my food all over the table, James came out of nowhere and tore into the kid!

I have never seen James so mad in my life! He messed up the kid so bad he had to go to the hospital and James was taken away to the office or police station I don't know which one they took him to nor do I really give a shit.
I called him when I got home and told him he did a good thing today. He then asked if he could hang around me once more and I told him he could. I'm sure he still had the same look on his face when I told him; the blank emotionless look that he always has but whatever. No one will mess with me anymore now that James has established his so-called dominance once more in the school.

January 1, 1988
Happy New Year! It's been a while since I've even looked at this journal, but things have been crazy. Ever since school let out my parents have been out. But that's fine by me. I've had a few "girlfriends" over the house while they've been working.

But my sex life is not what I want to talk about. I've begun to really looking into bio-engineering. I'm thinking of following in my old man's shoes. He is one of the best out there. Hell he's the one that found out how to combine two separate viruses together and splice it with dog DNA.  What came of it was an amazing creature. It was built like a werewolf from the old folklore I used to read as a child. But the only problem they had to kill it. Something went wrong with his DNA and it made him incredibly sick. I've never seen dad so angry before.  That's when I knew I had to be better than him. Seeing him so angry made me happy…and for the first time in my life I wanted to follow in his footsteps.

I wonder what James would say if he found out what I was planning to do…..

Feb 14, 1988
Well he did it again today; he gave me a Valentines gift. This time it was a stuffed bear that was holding a heart in his paws. I looked at him with a puzzled look but he only shrugged and said nothing else. I shook my head and threw the damn thing in the garbage can and walked away. I turned the corner to see him pulling it out of the trash and dusting it off. I called out to him and like a good boy he came running up to me with the stuffed bear in hand. I pointed at it and he looked up at me sheepishly and tried to give it back to me. So, to make a long story short, I have the stupid thing. Hell I'm looking at it right now. But I can't help but think why he would give me something such as this. Only lovers give presents like this to one another…


March 25, 1988
It's James's birthday today. I bought him a cheap and small keychain. He said nothing as he took the stupid key chain from my hands. He made me so angry when he just stood there looking down at it I snatched it back from him and threatened to throw it away. He grabbed for it pleading with me to give it back. I said nothing as I watched him almost burst into tears….dumbass…..so I gave it back to him and he shut up! Just like a crying baby he said nothing else and we went on with our day as if nothing happened. I'm going to take the keychain away from him to see how he reacts again. This might actually be fun!

June 30, 1988
Now I know it's been a while since I wrote last in this journal but nothing new has happened until today. James said he loved me…HE LOVED ME! I was shocked when he uttered the words. I said nothing as I turned around to leave. He only stood there like a good boy and watched me leave. I said nothing else to him for the rest of the day. But you know, for how stupid he is he sure did try to explain what he meant when he said he loved me. He said I was like an older brother to him and he "loved" me like family….yeah right. I don't believe a word that boy says. But I'll go with it for now. After all James is my little pet. Plus no one at school has opened their mouths to me ever since James kicked the kid's ass. So I'll keep him around…unless it gets to weird….

September 5, 1988
That bastard is at it again! We have the same Chemistry class and he proceeded to make fun of me in front of everyone while the teacher was out!  I found it name finally. It's Trey  Reeves. That bastard is going to pay for saying that shit about me. That little bastard thought he was so cool because he is from New York City! Fucking American. You are not better than me!  Just because your worthless country won a war over 200 years ago does not make you "the shit"! I'll put that American in his place…he better watch his back from now on.

September 28, 1988
That boy is really getting on my nerves. Not only do I have to be lab partners with him he is stupid and makes me do all the work.  But I got him back today! I set a piece of his clothing on fire. That bastard was running all around the room screaming until the teacher threw him under the water sprinkler. I was so funny to watch him freak. When I was asked about it I told them he wasn't paying attention to what he was doing and well it just happened. The believed it and said nothing else as they told the boy to be more careful.
But as we left the office he made me laugh. He said I was trying to kill him and I asked what gave that away.  He stopped and stared at me as I kept walking. I told him to hurry up or are you Americans slow? He said nothing else as I laughed out loud.  Stupid moron….

I wonder what happened to James I haven't seen him in a few days….